Saturday, November 13, 2010

Of Saviors

The beauty of this Life is far beyond anything I could have choreographed, beyond anything I could have imagined even. Learning to love this big Love, this Love that is clearly divinity in it's purest form has delighted my soul endlessly. Should I pass forward on this night I will have shone as my truest self leaving only books unwritten not words unsaid nor love unleashed.
My husband, my true partner and I share a heart it seems at times and for that I am eternally grateful. Had he, my great father in heaven chosen not to pound me and pummel me at times by my own will I would not be the person I am today. The soul that I am within this vessel would not have found it's way back to my Beloved. God has given me so much in polishing my edges and my Life now is spent sharing who I am as this Tribe begins to congregate and this Life becomes richer.
Yes, I was saved and then Life began in earnest knowing that not only was every hair on my head counted but loved. The very same woman that lived much as a victim for many a year no longer settles for less than what the Lord would have for me. My journey toward my husband complete my journey with my husband has begun.
Why all beautiful stories must be visited by tragedy remains a mystery to many but as I have indicated so many times in my writings, I know longer question my God. Although I trust him and don't question him, I have as of late cried to him for a miracle. I cry to him still and some night I ask him to simply cover me in the knowledge that all will be well.
My husband, this man that delights me with the Irish twinkle I never fail to miss in his eyes...is ill and my heart is heavy. I ask that you pray for him. Pray for him for the man that he is, for the life he has lived and the selfless way he has conducted his life after suffering his own horrors for some years. A different road is often chosen by a lesser man...my husbands choices spoke of the spirit that lies within him in this earthly packaging. A miracle is due here, I believe...I humbly ask our Lord and I hope you will too.
We have many years ahead to love one another and give OF ourselves, that is our desire and has always been our calling.
God Bless you all my friends, my Tribe members...like speaks to like and you are never alone.
Iluminatio Mea Dominus...
I leave you in light
Nakupenda,
Sharon ...Malaika

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Calling all angels...

Off in the distance I see small headlights, barely a glint...I was called to the window here on my island by the cackle of a crow at just before midnight. It was over my shoulder as I sat to write...My brother, Donny since passing over, drops reminders often if I ask, crows and songs mostly will delight my heart time and time again. It has been this way since a month or less after he made his way home. He is at peace, I know this with conviction.
Sacred, this Life. Never have I felt so vulnerable or pained before and I stumble to pray often now. I feel as though I have laid my heart before the Lord bloody and battered. Never before have I been in a place where I have been called upon to show 100% pure Faith, never. I am rigid and aching inside at the deafening and twisted irony that has been handed down.
I Love you God with all my heart, I pray for your mercy and with great humility for a miracle. Great Love is loving someone more than you love yourself and have that mirrored back to you...God's Unity is celebrated daily, hour by hour. "As it was in the beginning it will be in the end"
I shall trust your will as I know you are a just and loving God.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Oh Afrika...how you call to me

Life has been good to me. GOD has been good to me...the pain I have endured and the true suffering I have known have created who I am. The relinquishing of power is one a process and two an elevated state. Watching one's body age is a grueling and yet soothing place to find yourself is it not...bittersweet and sweet nonetheless.
This "elevated state" I speak of feeds and nourishes the soul, making the lines on my face blur into simply the witnesses they are to all I have known. I will catch a sparkle in my own eyes now that didn't exist before now. I greet each silvery white hair, I am going to attempt to befriend it and let it come...I don't feel the need to "hide" anything anymore. This huge gift, I am enjoying comes at a cost...bravery of heart. It's a great deal...this writer believes
The Joy I feel from the touch of my Husband to that of a beautiful and nurturing phone conversation with my fully grown and astonishing Daughter. These are only two examples of what jumpstart my tired heart in the course of everyday life. EVERY DAY LIFE...yes we have this every day...life. Every day breaks down to every moment, live them.
Just one morning brought news of two deaths today. The word mindful that is my friend is clearly and inevitably a double edged sword. It's HIS plan, HIS orchestration...we must embrace it all, drop for drop. Or stand in denial of it all in a state of deprivation.
I will choose bravery of heart, he has more in store for me...I feel it.
God I Love you, bring it on...you have left me with the preparation I need when I pray for fortitude and acceptance.
Wishing you moments, fully lived.
Malaika...yes feelin Malaika today. ;)

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

I Never thought I'd...

I never thought I’d see the day where apathy and panic simultaneously ruled the world… Apathy translates itself in so many forms it must be truly pondered to allow you to even recognize it as such. Whether it be a crowded intersection that allows a blind woman to walk into moving traffic or something as simple as a door brushing your foot at a coffee shop where someone’s text message took precedence over not only your foot but a small remnant of respect taught by someone’s mother somewhere down the line. The apathy that is allowed to bleed into a single soul eventually sears the fabric of society. Apathy causes direct pain to people that struggle hard with the depth of their skin and furthers the burden of the apathetic among us. They say “anger is fear” this is a simple concept but perhaps it is time to get a grip on our fear and find Faith… Faith can come in all forms and it should be allowed to be kept indeed private to those who wish it be. It should also be allowed to be sung strongly by those that have found a voice. Faith can overcome apathy and everything apathy spawns, I have witnessed it myself in my own life. It is a relentless pursuit, overcoming apathy…the mightiest tool of all I have found to attempt to wage this PEACE filled war between "good and evil" is JOY. Faith bestowed must be honored for me and so I do honor my creator with the Joy that permeates my soul and my skin…at times I must dance simply because the Joy pushes my body into a rhythm that I can not, will not resist. Aah…Panic Panic can cause devastation like no other… Panic weakens and paralyzes so that forward motion becomes an enigma. What ignites panic? Drama, pain and again that biggee, FEAR… Where there is Faith, there is NO fear…where this is no fear the possibilities become endless. The Joy’s eventually begin to trip over each other yet we laugh as their momentum builds as we are reminded of the origin. Faith begets Faith…how lovely, how natural.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Tolerance and Peace...we can not have one without the other

It says in Ephesians 4 Verse 3 "Always bind yourselves united in the Holy Spirit, and bind yourselves together with Peace".
How many of us live that? As always I imply NO judgement, only a question for each of us to ponder. This universally understood word seems impossible in application for a vast number of man...how sad that makes me on the deepest of levels.
Every day on some level I fight this battle...I consider it a personal duty as well as a Spiritual mission. It is for me a question of fulfilling a long ago promise between myself and my personal Savior. The Joy in doing this is it's own reward as mysterious blessings find me on my everyday path each day without fail...
Until the day we become blind to color, personal religion or lack thereof as well as financial stature and other crippling prejudice we shall remain muddled in our self created maze of confusion.
Wishing you Love and Light and of course...Peace, Amani
Sharon~

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Swahili with Madison and I...

The Swahili word of the day is "Sankofa"...
Wikopedia says the word means "To go back and take" which initially gave me pause...as I read It explained further...
"It is okay to go back and take that which was yours" what I take this to mean considering the deep and intense Spiritual nature of the people of Ghana is to reclaim your dignity after pain riddled growth...
I will sing of Sankofa today inside my heart...!
SANKOFA- SAN-KOH-Fa

Such a worthwhile and beautiful venture...

I along with my dearest friend in the world would like to start a new chapter but we can not do it alone...Maji and I invite you to become a part of a team of pure heart believers...

Souls...

Do not put out my fire nor take issue with the strength of my Spirit for I will fly from your grip...
When two people unite it is a beautiful thing, let it pull either one backward in a struggle it clearly needs to be redirected. It is a primal thing for your soul to want to tarry alongside another...if we could package the power that ignites we could surely save mankind. The other side here is to risk a fire being deprived of oxygen...or so it seems for brief moments.
feedback welcome and appreciated always as it nourishes my journey as I hope to nourish yours...
Love & Light,
Malaika~Sharon

Friday, May 28, 2010

Dear Lord...it's me, Sharon

The astonishing power of God is so prevalent in all that I see and feel right now. Truth be told I am exhausted and out of steam and yet my spirit is as lifted as it is quieted.
Since my accident I had toned down my outside responsibilities to the bare essentials as I learned to rebuild my being of body, mind and spirit. Nitty gritty real and raw...I face all things. I welcome the pain along with the deepest joy I have known to date. I find myself inspired by women of the greatest character their "stature" irrelevant ...
Whether you sit in a house in Greenwich surrounded by porcelain roses or dwell within the confines of thorns or so it seems often times in the middle of a maze of concrete...you are cut from the very cloth that I am. I celebrate our collective Light.
Just a gift through me on this anniversary of my mom's passing over...>
In Love & Light,
Sharon~

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Operating from within when you feel without...

Spiritual growth is a deeply personal thing for me believe it or not. I share what I share because deep inside me there is a place that has been weaving my story in great and yet intricate detail. I have written since I was a child, it has been my constant companion and my refuge. It has also been my truest way of communicating when my emotions overtake me...any emotion be it sadness, fear or joy is far more certain to be delivered in my truest voice.
So many years have been spent in my more recent past moving beyond trauma, beyond sadness, beyond grief thankfully I have landed in a place where my growth has fortified my sense of self.
For so many years my personal power, my personal strength was up for grabs...It isn't anymore. I do falter however for I am so imperfect in this human form.
My spoken voice is far more certain however than it has ever been and it doesn't like to be quieted given it's past.
Only I can define when that happens, it is mine alone to identify and validate. In doing this there are huge decision's to be made, many feelings to sort. Back to prayer is generally where I go in my own way, deep and quiet...my answers always come. I live in a state of meditation during these times, my senses on alert. I pray to find a space with the thinnest of veils. Therefor there is no letter to open or email to check, only paths cleared, paths sometimes blocked and knots to soften.
I am learning still to be gentle with me...I am learning to stop and rest when my body screams out to me in emotional and physical exhaustion. I am learning...I am present in my journey and I am grateful for the process as well as the outcome.
Be as kind to yourself as you are to your best friend, listen to your own voice.
In Love & Light,
Sharon~

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

His work goes on...

"When it feels as if your world is falling apart, know at your core that you are a strong being of light"
This beautiful sentence moved me to write at this particular moment in time. All day my beloved words dance amongst the squirrel on the wire to the shrill pitch of an ambulance, they call to me. Truth is.. they own me the way a child within your womb owns you, in a magical way.
Spiritual or personal Growth is hard work, it demands your presence twenty four seven. Once I committed myself to it I had passed into a land of no "in between"...there was only truth as raw and as naked as it may prove to be. It, along with Love became at once my task master and my Bliss...
A chaotic pull on my peace of mind had begun to rub like the leather of a cheap sandal at my skin and I needed to go inward a bit. Inward for me has been to re-travel many a road, perhaps in more ways than one...
For me, I know deep in my heart and soul there will be redemption...
I pray with 100% Faith in this God that I love and trust, this God that has never forsaken me although I have at times accused him of such... I may even find deep peace while I travel about my journey in this vehicle, never forgetting what a sacred gift I have been given.
So squander not your moments...love with all your heart, pull to one another in solidarity as a member of the human race.
Always remember we are ONE... Respect this and be brave as you fight your spiritual battles amidst the chaos of a twisted time on earth.
A time where so many sit transfixed for hours before a television screen for longer periods of time than we show up for our lives...
Dig deep, Man up and Speak your truths, make them known. If there is a call, step up...write, speak, read, celebrate, create the unimaginable around you and within you, it is your right, it is your privilege.
I want you all to know the companionship of humble, wise and nurturing people has reinforced a lifetime commitment to my writing and gets me through many a dark night.
I am always aware and so often deeply moved by those of you of which I speak.
Know every joy I celebrate I celebrate for us all. Every fall I experience is buffered by the cushion of your compassion and never ending kindness.
The Lord is {again,I speak for me...I have no desire to force my beliefs upon anyone} the beginning and the end and certainly my navigator in between, I walk with him.
The rewards of what my my faith asks of me ,coupled with my thirst for a deeper knowledge of who I have become and who I seek to become in the future are beyond what I could have dreamt and yet they are not...I worked hard to have every "knot" dissolve within my soul, to lay every foundation on which to build...
I even expect as many of you already know if you know me that I will find myself immersed in Africa, fighting for the "hopeless" one day to help prove there is no such thing. I am hardly a pioneer, I am only a foot soldier...I am yet one voice. Hear it or dismiss it...
You are my friend, you are my witness and you are my "Tribe member" stay with me and share your stories as you hopefully feel moved to...
I wish you Love and I wish you peace...I wish you the courage of your convictions.
Sharon~

Friday, May 14, 2010

The deep dark passage back to page...

Why would I be surprised at all that I find myself here again...? This was my sole and my soul's retreat for so long, this is where my inspiration found it's voice. Did I think it was time to put my truest voice to rest? Suddenly I feel a sadness for Van Goghe and every tortured artist...it is important that I acknowledge this deep, unbridled and mournful passion that has been ignored causing the levy to break...My heart is heavy as my voice is stifled, it is time to emerge from my silence and once again speak with my writers voice. I will not stary far now...I am settling back in for work, the hold on my wrist is firm and unmistakable.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Goodbye to Africa...I will return in some sense inevitably for I have Loved you

It is time for me to say good bye to a beautiful chapter in an uncommon life. Whether there is anyone out in that wilderness that cares to witness this road I now choose is in a bittersweet sense unimportant...more importantly I am present in the truest sense I have ever known. What I have been busy learning now serves it's highest purpose as I make a Life with the mate of my soul. Any dream I had dared dream way off in the far periphery of my mind is dropping petals as my path. Every trauma, every pain, every injustice I have suffered or witnessed is being put into a framework of the most delightful pattern imaginable. Thank you Lord for this beautiful man whom with the twinkle of his eye captured the essence of who I am. From that moment to this my heart has blossomed unto the world in the boldest of ways, passionate and honerable.
I look forward to this unfolding wonderland with the enthusiasim of a child and the wisdom of a fully grown woman...
May God Bless us all and instill in us a sense of personable responsibility to that of humanity and to him.
In Love and Light,
Sharon~
Malaika shall always live on inside of me...
This is my beloved and this is my friend.~Song of Solomon 5:16
"Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that loveth is born of God and knoweth God ... Beloved, if God so loved us, we ought also to love one another, God dwelleth in us, and his love is perfected in us."~1 John 4:7, 11-12~

Sunday, November 15, 2009

"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter."
Martin Luther King Jr.

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Again, a mothers perspective

It is a rainy and dismal day in New England as we get the "tail end" of yet another storm. It is somewhat dismal in my mind as well as I plunge into the news coming out of Africa that I have missed in these past few weeks. Africa does not often dominate the news or even find much of a place there unless it is having to do with Piracy off the coast of Somalia or within it's region. I don't want to dismiss or ignore this tragic phenomenon I just feel it is sufficiently covered and needs to be addressed by governments rather than missionary's or civilian's.
News of Africa has to be mined from article after article to find it's place here after pulling just the right way on my heart. Once something gets close to my heart I start feeling what it is I need to be writing about and often I can even connect what resonates to current happenings in my life as I write.
All that I do passionately is felt on what I consider to be a divine level from my creator and generally comes in rushes which is probably good.
The overflowing of emotion that I feel as a human being would if it could surely harness enough wind power to light a Village.
Although It is a beautiful thing to feel pure joy fully the other side of it is that is you must also possess the strength and the faith to get you through the most grievous of pain
The article I posted earlier was one of about five that I have read today about the never ending battle against malaria and the politics that foreshadow the topic. It seems every time there is progress made there is that undertow that pulls it all back to the mud and the mire that I have spoken of before as spoken in the Bible.
Many people have no idea that Malaria is one of the world's deadliest diseases, killing nearly 900,000 people a year, most of them children in tropical Africa.
The Bill and Melinda Gates foundation along with "WHO" {the world health organization} have gained ground recently with insecticide treated mosquito netting and bedding alone.
Astonishing to realize we live in a society where people regard so highly who makes our handbags that we don't stop to consider what it would be like to pray for a mosquito repellent treated net to cover us and our babies. If I dwell on this concept I can literally feel the bile rise in my throat. I'm back and as usual I am not mincing words.
The dreams and the visions of these children that have the odds so stacked against them from birth haunt me on this miserable, rainy day. To me the sky is weeping for humanity...
There is news in the article I posted today as you may have read, out of Cambodia that there is a new resistant strain of Malaria out that will of course be bound for Africa in no time at all. Everything migrates to Africa...to prey upon the most helpless and vulnerable people the world knows. The young children and their mother's seem to be the front line that evil goes directly to the heart of as it marches forth relentlessly.
I would be amiss if I did not also mention there is much talk of a new malaria vaccine that has shown some limited success in Mozambique and a few other places in Africa. The results have shown it to be 30-50% effective when given to infants at around 10-12 weeks of age. Health experts are said to be optimistic that the malaria vaccine could be made available to African governments by the year 2012. They are also hoping with continued aggressive research that they can bring these numbers up to 70-80% effectiveness in the coming years.
So again...one step forward, two steps back. As we finally find a possible vaccine for this killer malaria, a new strain is born.
There is intense and thorough research being done by a brave African Doctor named Fredros Okumu, a Kenyan researcher at the Tanzania-based Ifakara Health Institute (IHI), Dr. Okumu believes a breakthrough in the search for a cure for the killer disease lies in a deeper understanding of the outdoor behaviours of the parasite.
His research is in fact so profound and positive as well as innovative that he has been backed by The Bill and Melinda Gates foundation. He believes the answers lie in the behaviour of the insects themselves which seems to me to make a lot of sense. This is news out of Arusha in Northern Tanzania where my heart keeps returning to time and time again.
When I stop and contemplate the obvious connections between disease, poverty and violence it seems to me that disease MUST be tackled head on in order to address the remaining issues. Imagine if you can choosing between combatting disease, poverty, hunger or violence to try and delay the inevitable...
I still would like to advocate treated mosquito nets as a small personal cause to any of you, right now they are an immediate and fairly effective means of protection. www.netsforlife.com is an effort I have a profound respect for as family by family they DO make a difference. For as little as $12 a month each of us can play a real part in bringing support and change to these people that expect so little from life.
All pettiness falls away when I become immersed in this heartbreaking reality of African mothers. I say it again and again, we are all one.
Innate in every woman is the "mother"... I know woman that are not mother's in the recognized sense of the word but trust me, they are very much, mother's. These woman give such love to their friends and family I dare anyone in my presence to argue this point. Whatever the circumstance that stopped them from having biological children is simply that, circumstance. These women in their own way of mothering have at times picked me up from the depths of darkness, usually unknowingly and unselfishly.
Suddenly anything that felt weighty to me upon waking up this morning has become almost an embarrassment. This mothers heart feels so heavy as I try to imagine not being able to protect my child from insects that will almost surely take her life. The basics that even the most mindful of us take for granted are dreams and hopes for the women of Africa. Food, shelter, safety from violence and disease should not be dreams...they should be the right of every human being.
Mimi Nakupenda,
Malaika~
Matthew 25:37 "Lord when did we ever see you hungry and feed you or thirsty and give you something to drink? Or a stranger and show you hospitality? Or naked and give you clothing? When did we ever see you sick or visit you in prison? And the King will tell them, "I assure you, when you did it to one of the least of these my brothers and sisters, you were doing it to me".
"Without a rich heart, wealth is an ugly beggar"Ralph Waldo Emerson...

Unbearable blow in the fight against Malaria...

Malaria Drugs: Artemisinin-Resistant Strain Appears By CHRISTOPHER SHAY Every year, thousands of workers arrive at the sapphire and ruby mines of Pailin, Cambodia, risking their lives to unearth gems in the landmine-ridden territory. Soon, however, they could be the ones to put millions of others at risk. On the Thai-Cambodian border, a rogue strain of malaria has started to resist artemisinin, the only remaining effective drug in the world's arsenal against malaria's most deadly strain, Plasmodium falciparum. For six decades, malaria drugs like chloroquine and mefloquine have fallen impotent in this Southeast Asian border area, allowing stronger strains to spread to Burma, India and Africa. But this time there's no new wonder drug waiting in the wings. "It would be unspeakably dire if resistance formed to artemisinin," says Amir Attaran, a professor of law and medicine at the University of Ottawa who has written extensively on malaria issues. Malaria strikes about 250 million people around the world every year and kills nearly a million. The mosquito-borne parasite is the third deadliest infectious disease in the world, after HIV/AIDS and tuberculosis, and most of its victims are children. With the help of tens of millions of dollars from the Bill and Melinda Gates Foundation and various governments, the global health community - from biochemical engineers in Berkeley, Calif., to village volunteers in Battambang, Cambodia - is racing to eliminate the increasingly resistant parasite before it's too late. This week, the Global Fund signed off on a $220 million–plus project called the Affordable Medicines Facility for malaria (AMFm), a controversial two-year program that will drop the price of the recommended malaria treatment in nine malarial countries. In Cambodia, the only country in Asia participating in the program, the price of malaria medication will fall to only $0.05 per dose for distributors. Even with markups down the supply chain, the best malaria medicine will, for the first time in Cambodia, also be the cheapest. (See pictures of the Global Fund's work.) Diseases have been stamped out before. The last case of naturally occurring smallpox was in 1977, after the disease killed about 300 million people earlier in the century. But finding a cure for malaria has proven more elusive. Artemisinin, which is still considered the most effective malaria treatment today, is derived from sweet wormwood, an herb native to Asia. It's been used to fight the disease in China for more than 2,000 years, but it wasn't until 1965 that the cure was isolated and purified by the Chinese military after its soldiers started falling ill during the Vietnam War. The treatment caught on in Vietnam as a crushed powder, and after the drug reduced the malaria death toll in Vietnam 97% from 1992 to 1997, it was touted as the miracle drug that could save people everywhere from the disease. A nonprofit drugmaker in San Francisco hopes that by 2012, it will help put a synthetic artemisinin on the market at a fraction of the cost of harvesting the wormwood herb. But artemisinin has been taken in Southeast Asia for more than 30 years - more than two decades longer than in most of the world - which has given the parasite more time to adapt. Getting people to take the right treatment has also proven to be a public-health challenge. As a fast-acting drug that typically clears out the parasite in less than 72 hours but doesn't remain in the body, artemisinin is prescribed with a slower partner drug to clean out any straggler parasites that might have developed resistance. Taking a partner drug with artemisinin, called combination therapy, is required by law in Cambodia and Thailand, but it's difficult to enforce. Since the partner drug - typically mefloquine in Southeast Asia - has more side effects, some people take only the artemisinin pills. This may work to clear out the parasite for one person, but it leads to rapid drug resistance when the practice is widespread. Globally, only 3% of malaria patients receive the proper artemisinin combination therapy. (Read about the search for a vaccine.) It's not random that dangerous new strains of malaria continue to crop up on the Thai-Cambodian border. In addition to having longer years of exposure to the miracle drug, residents like the gem-mine workers rely on an unregulated, informal health sector, rife with cheap counterfeits and improper treatments. Last month, a Gates-funded study found that 60% of malaria drugs in the area were substandard or counterfeit. Many of the counterfeits contain a small amount of artemisinin so they can pass authenticity tests, and some fake drug containers have holograms logos more sophisticated than the ones on the genuine boxes. Even for experts, it can be impossible to tell the difference between the fakes and the real article just by looking at them. What's so important about this is that when you have thousands of people taking improper or low dosages, the malaria parasite develops resistance more quickly. The Global Fund's new plan proposes to solve this public-health crisis with a market-based solution. To undercut sales of counterfeits and alternative treatments, the Global Fund initiative will spend more than $220 million to subsidize genuine, effective combination-therapy drugs, and in Cambodia, it will spend an additional $10 million to ensure good distribution around the country. The idea was first proposed in 2004 by a committee of the Institute of Medicine headed by Kenneth Arrow, a winner of the 1972 Nobel Prize in Economics. The idea is that if the market is relied on to root out fake pills and bad treatments, the real drugs will come to dominate the supply. Supporters say competition between private pharmacies would keep prices low and prevent middlemen from simply pocketing the subsidies and continuing to sell fakes. "No one will want to sell counterfeits when the real doses are 5 cents," says Duong Socheat, director of Cambodia's National Malaria Center. Not everybody, however, is convinced. Bernard Nahlen, the deputy coordinator of the U.S. Malaria Initiative, says spending hundreds of millions before there's any proof that the plan will work is an ill-advised investment of finite malaria funds. "In the absence of evidence, it's a little difficult to make that leap," he says. Last year Congress specifically forbid any of the $48 billion the U.S. government slated for AIDS, tuberculosis and malaria from going to the AMFm program until it proved successful. "The biggest bang for the buck is prevention," says Nahlen. So far, the fund's market-based strategy has been tested only in two districts in Tanzania and in a small pilot in Uganda, but the results were encouraging. In Tanzania, the number of families who bought genuine artemisinin combination-therapy drugs jumped from 1% to 44% after one year, and in Uganda, the proportion of people buying the recommended drugs went from 0 to 55%. Nahlen, however, points out that local health infrastructure varies greatly, and success in one place does not necessarily mean success in another. Arrow, 88, a professor emeritus at Stanford, says he is "baffled" by the U.S.'s refusal to support the plan. The cost of global artemisinin combination-therapy subsidies, he says, would run only about $300 million a year, a relatively small amount compared to campaigns to fight HIV/AIDS and tuberculosis. Drug subsidies alone won't eliminate malaria, he admits, but combined with indoor mosquito spraying, bed nets and proper monitoring of what different areas need, Arrow says, "the world can eliminate malaria." Whatever the tactics, everybody can agree on one thing: time is running out. Modeling by the Mahidol-Oxford Tropical Medicine Research Unit published in the Malaria Journal in February predicts that if nothing is done in the next two decades, "resistance to artemisinins will be approaching 100%." And if that happens, it won't be long until the resistant strain spreads from Cambodia's precious gem mines to Africa, putting half the world's population at risk of catching what would be an untreatable, deadly disease.