The beauty of this Life is far beyond anything I could have choreographed, beyond anything I could have imagined even. Learning to love this big Love, this Love that is clearly divinity in it's purest form has delighted my soul endlessly. Should I pass forward on this night I will have shone as my truest self leaving only books unwritten not words unsaid nor love unleashed.
My husband, my true partner and I share a heart it seems at times and for that I am eternally grateful. Had he, my great father in heaven chosen not to pound me and pummel me at times by my own will I would not be the person I am today. The soul that I am within this vessel would not have found it's way back to my Beloved. God has given me so much in polishing my edges and my Life now is spent sharing who I am as this Tribe begins to congregate and this Life becomes richer.
Yes, I was saved and then Life began in earnest knowing that not only was every hair on my head counted but loved. The very same woman that lived much as a victim for many a year no longer settles for less than what the Lord would have for me. My journey toward my husband complete my journey with my husband has begun.
Why all beautiful stories must be visited by tragedy remains a mystery to many but as I have indicated so many times in my writings, I know longer question my God. Although I trust him and don't question him, I have as of late cried to him for a miracle. I cry to him still and some night I ask him to simply cover me in the knowledge that all will be well.
My husband, this man that delights me with the Irish twinkle I never fail to miss in his eyes...is ill and my heart is heavy. I ask that you pray for him. Pray for him for the man that he is, for the life he has lived and the selfless way he has conducted his life after suffering his own horrors for some years. A different road is often chosen by a lesser man...my husbands choices spoke of the spirit that lies within him in this earthly packaging. A miracle is due here, I believe...I humbly ask our Lord and I hope you will too.
We have many years ahead to love one another and give OF ourselves, that is our desire and has always been our calling.
God Bless you all my friends, my Tribe members...like speaks to like and you are never alone.
Iluminatio Mea Dominus...
I leave you in light
Nakupenda,
Sharon ...Malaika
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