Spiritual growth is a deeply personal thing for me believe it or not. I share what I share because deep inside me there is a place that has been weaving my story in great and yet intricate detail. I have written since I was a child, it has been my constant companion and my refuge. It has also been my truest way of communicating when my emotions overtake me...any emotion be it sadness, fear or joy is far more certain to be delivered in my truest voice.
So many years have been spent in my more recent past moving beyond trauma, beyond sadness, beyond grief thankfully I have landed in a place where my growth has fortified my sense of self.
For so many years my personal power, my personal strength was up for grabs...It isn't anymore. I do falter however for I am so imperfect in this human form.
My spoken voice is far more certain however than it has ever been and it doesn't like to be quieted given it's past.
Only I can define when that happens, it is mine alone to identify and validate. In doing this there are huge decision's to be made, many feelings to sort. Back to prayer is generally where I go in my own way, deep and quiet...my answers always come. I live in a state of meditation during these times, my senses on alert. I pray to find a space with the thinnest of veils. Therefor there is no letter to open or email to check, only paths cleared, paths sometimes blocked and knots to soften.
I am learning still to be gentle with me...I am learning to stop and rest when my body screams out to me in emotional and physical exhaustion. I am learning...I am present in my journey and I am grateful for the process as well as the outcome.
Be as kind to yourself as you are to your best friend, listen to your own voice.
In Love & Light,
Sharon~
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